^_^
so heres what we got planned for valentine's day
you me nature...and a deep dish...

now thats love

youve changed my life for the better and opened my eyes to a world of possibilities


bears totally eat monkeys for dinner
I love you Adam!

put me on a rocketshiP!


the trip is always free

losing to the twilight

so..



my eyeball




its gon crazy

maybe its pink eye
maybe its a scratched cornea
..maybe half of my face is high...
i dont know

oh my fuckign god

couild youi be mroe annoying?!
oh wait...
lyoure already black




stop trying to change your grdes!
tahts the only reasong youre passing anY! of your fcingkas lcasses
you odknt know shit aboyut shit




go get hit by a train

no one will miss youi

maybe its my own fault i feel so crappy around you
i dont even want you to touch me anymore
we never have a day of fun
its always the same
shouting, hitting, and broken feelings
what happened to the days where we couldnt keep our hands off each otehr?
were already so stuck
that we're like a 25 year old married couple
hardly know you
hardly know myslef
its like i force myslef to be in a bad mood aorund you
everything just annoys me
or im constantly pmsing

with all the stuff i put you through
all the ways i hurt you
i still put myslef before you
you could be bleeding to death with your intestines falling out bones sticking out and ill be mad just cuz youre around when im busy playin a damn computer game!

is it fair of you to physically abuse me for ignoring you?
which is worse?
shouldnt i have broken up with you by now
and sent you on your way
said goodbye and found a new healty relationship

after all these years ive become dependent on you
you were the one always there for me
through the late nights and early mornings
made me feel beautiful inside and out
like i had something to offer this world
i believed in the Thing that we shared
wanted it all to last for a lifetime
cant ever run away
wont ever escape
dont keep me from your love
i refuse to let go becasue i kno i can not do better
that you will be the best for me
the only one who knows me better than i know myslef

i miss the excitement of a fresh relationship

i need a vacation from everyeonalfjg

the guys gone for a week...calls every two seconds (literally)never shuts the hell up
comes back..still calls all the freakin time...drive all over looking for his smelly ass and hes not even there! then he wants me to give his loser ass friend a ride home( who lives a blcok away! walk fat-ass!get some fresh air you pothead loser) then he gets in the car smelling like five gallons of cheap cologne tryna cover up the book smell!!~@@$&*^q#^
BOOKS
BOOKS
BOOKS!~@%r*
and~
he tries to touch me as soon as he gets his fat ass in the car.

can not belive that crap


im sorry Tiff
:'(

id feel like readin n stuff too


is it still love? if i feel i have to put up with so much of his shit? when id rather play computer games than just lie with him? or talk? does he still mean all that much to me or is it just in my head that i HAVE to feel that way because ive been with him for so long?

or maybe im just pmsing

estanbull

damn idiot freshmans...
geez
there goes our public school system

bah


What color is it?!
28..
no..what color is it?
......tweennttttyyy-eeeiiighhhttt

NO! the COLOR! not the number the color!!!!!

....
....
...

so what color is it?>
twe-N)O~!

oh..its green


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damn bafooO~Ns

zxkdbnmdbnm

masdfoinekryY!
i ya ayoIU!U~OU1ouOU!~@JHK


aww

two fucking years with that goddamn bastard and i still love him...my eyes feel weird.


eyeballs that is

fuck

yea..giona take em out around 2:00

ima inbreeder!

i love yoU!

zxkdbnmdbnm

zxkdbnmdbnm

yea


halfway cant see..the grounds all wierd.

and i look like a fucking alien
...really.....



a real one this time...



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gota take em out now


fuck















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shut up shimpan
yea eww!
thats how i feel..
yes vanessa i can see you

Do you believe in aliens? I’m not talking about those fake Hollywood green aliens that come from Mars in bubble like space ships. I mean the ones right under our noses, right under our feet in fact. The ones that live deep under water! Swimming amongst all of the giant squids, glowing three-eyed monsters, and see-through fishes. Seriously, look at the facts. They are not completely unlike the Hollywood alien because they also have huge eyes! What do you think is the reason for such big eyes? So they can see better in the dark the way owls do. There is very little light down there and they need all the light they can get. Really, it’s true.

They have small slits for mouths, not sharp teeth or anything. They probably need it for sucking up algae and fish poo like a vacuum. AND they have skinny deformed bone structures, just like all the other deep-sea creatures. You cannot have a normal looking body and live in the deep-sea cold waters. It’s like some unwritten rule that creatures down there are all freaky looking and have lights popping out of their heads. The GOVERNMENT is hiding them! Saying, “there is no such thing as space ships. It was just a weather balloon!” Yea right!

Roswell is chalk full of secrets. They say they don’t exist while conducting undercover experiments with your tax money. What gives this whole scheme of theirs away is the fact that they keep saying, “look up at the sky! Aliens live in outer space!” What better way to cover this stuff up than simple misdirection? While you are all busy gazing at the stars searching for some alien’s radio, I’ll be deep sea diving discovering the truth! The government always lies. We cannot trust them. Aliens do exist… under water!

You made the rain bleed..

i hate my bloody vagina


good thing there are no...themes


hard time getting clearance...secuirtiy..and no nurses..
what is the world coming to
all my minions!



beacuase im so Hmong......Vanessa......loser


it really got quiet around these here parts. weather..llighting..those kinds of things..what else is there?! sound system>? number of people? gangs?! kites? or what.
anywho

well thats interesting!

damnit Feed Me

wow
that is a ugly ass...ass man...stupid guyz droolin over. "Tims"



fuck that


LOUD NOISES!

there i was chillin watching TV.

the door bell rings twice
its the mail man!

i wait for my Dad to answer the door, hear him go through the "i need you to sign here" procedures then i see him walk in with all the mail and a flat small package
he immediately gives this package to me asks if i have any idea what it is , im thinking "oh my god! VANESSA!" so i rush over to the computer to ask if she's gotten her special delivery yet only to get chewed out beacause Dad is busy with FAFSA. so Vanessa has to wait
so, okay, jump over to the living room barely holding back the convulsions and drooling!
run up the stairs into my room lock the door and turn on the lights
carefully peal back the glued strip empty the contents onto my bed but this time i scream and twist. back to reality ( your son's on crack) unstaple the mini-envelope and peer inside





only to be dissapointed by seeing my now correctly initialed class ring.

/em sigh
i guess my tickets will come in a few more weeks
/em waits impatiently


oh but i did win a free song on iTunes.com

this is me updateing my journal..
just beacuse vanessa said so
i sneezed on my shirt
its all wet now
my vagina hurts
its all bloody now




i hate kids so much sometimes

oh my fuckign god Vanessa



BARELY A MONTH AND A HALF AWAY!
man im glad i got a job now...finnally sumun to do with all that money(cuz you kno im positively drippin with diamonds and shit as I speak)
fucking asdklfgjadkgjkarfgkjahdfjkasdlvjlaskcvjklawerht83q4ua;l nea4i1202




....ahem...




i hope my family DOESNT gets some lame idea to DO SOMETHING during spring break wth~ like go to the beach just for the hours the concert is shceduledsdklfjasdlk and some shitty stupid fuckin crap like that
man its on a wedenesday! how strange...hopefully i can get that day off cuz yea fuck work on a daylike that

aww i love my Mijo~..my Nine Inch Mijo


damn..i think im gona wana read that day...maybe..maybe not....well see what happens
fuck that i wana read now...alskfjgasdkghadfgkjafdgjkadfkjgkadjfgjkdafg

Vanessa
I love yO!U








^^ thas mah haaaarrtttttt